Earth hit the guard rail
It blew up in a fiery wreck
No hope for man now
It’s smells like shit outside
Mr. Nine to five ordered pesticide
A few ants made him loose his cool
Furthermore he found a mouse in his pool
The wife screamed bloody murder and fainted
The company showed up and turned the land tainted
Now everything’s dead and I can’t even take a breath
Inhale the stale air and you instantly feel like death
We might be immune to the instant effect
And if you get diseased, the chemicals are never the suspect
It’s worth it if the ants and mice are eradicated
As long as they’re not in the life we fabricated
Consequences for the next generation
Just creating that dooms day preparation.
Don’t breath, don’t think, kill it all
Big egos, yet minds so small.
I can’t deal with these people who are so focused on their own desire.
It’s like a bunch of dragons flying around; turning a good life into fire.
They horde their gold, which they stole from the peasants
Consuming everything that you’ve created; like it’s a group of pheasants.
Don’t you dare demand respect; cuz you’ll be searching in a void.
They’ll break your heart, squash your soul – all you’re feelings were just toy’d.
You can say I’m full of hate; but I’m actually full of reason.
I see what these people do; they have moralS to betray – it’s treason.
Golden rules were smelted down and recast into the coins they spent
If you want to try and have a meaningful relationship, they charge you rent.
Claiming nothing’s free in this life, as they laugh to their emotional bank
But the emotional debt they’ve created is why this ship sank
No bailing out a life of pain when no one gives a real shit about why
They’d rather pull out their phone and record the broken person as they cry
Popularity contest on their fake online personality
Creating a world full of emotional fatality
Am I the only one who sees how messed up this world has become?
We had a chance for an everlasting meal; but were fighting over the small crumb
It suffocates my soul; like I’m swimming in a hurricane
The days I fight to keep my head above water; i end up insane
No fix in sight, no cure for our heart
Hopefully something changes before depart
Insomnia it’s great to see you again
Just remember that you’re not my friend
I know you have your talon’s grasp
On my brain; you’re the venomous asp
I want to sleep but I cannot slumber
In my head the noise is like thunder
It’s a form of torture to stay awake
But for so many sleep is a piece of cake
Please release me from your unfaltering hold
The feelings you leave with me are so damn cold
The warmth of rest I desire so intense
Let this sleep suddenly commence.
Woke up this morning questioning my brain
Every morning it’s the same;
Why am I lazy: where is my drive?
Why does my fight end up in a nose dive?
Those that question me, may actually be right
I’m just the biggest piece of crap in their sight.
Today I learned to be strong
Found the answer was autism
It’s not fault I get the criticism
My whole life becomes a lie
The failures were not from a lack of try
An ailment of the forsaken brain
Undiagnosed the successful life’s stain
They say awareness is the start to healing
Now we remove that confusing feeling
Understanding what’s actually going on
Time to see what’s on the new days dawn.
The world burns,
The smoke churns
And I cannot breathe.
A daily choke
Our governments a joke
What did the voters see?
Like I’m an incarcerate
But no one has a key
How do we escape
What looks to be our fate
Hope is vanishing for you and me.